http://dotlizarddotcom.disqus.com/here we are, trapped in the amber of the moment. there is no why.enTue, 27 Aug 2002 08:13:40 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936059<p>ahh, well everything's paid now, it wasn't so much lack of money as it was me forgetting. and forgetting some more.</p><p>and then finding out school starts in two days and the kid still needs a physical. and fighting with chris because he held onto the paperwork for FOUR MONTHS gave it to me LAST WEEK and now it's all of a sudden my fucking fault.</p><p>oh and let's not get into the pining daughter and the cell phone bill.</p><p>but this is just life. this stress is not unusual. it gets better when i release the pressure, but the pressure will always be there.</p>kdTue, 27 Aug 2002 08:13:40 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936058<p>Breeeeeeeathe. Release those fists so your fingernails don't puncture through your palms.</p>KeithTue, 27 Aug 2002 08:04:18 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936057<p>the contents of the safe? some hostages?</p>kdTue, 27 Aug 2002 07:27:07 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936056<p>Don't listen to them... keep it all bottled in like I do!</p><p>I'm off on a shooting spree at the supermarket, can I bring you anything back?</p>-e-Tue, 27 Aug 2002 06:58:49 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936055<p>glad to see that you're feelin a little better. returning to work after the weekend was bad enough... but returning to full-on stress? that's just brutal.</p><p>innnnnnnnn<br>ouuuuuuuttttt<br>innnnnnn<br>ouuuuuuuuttt</p><p>ah, time for a smoke...</p>mikeyTue, 27 Aug 2002 06:26:52 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936054<p>Dumping is goood - keeps us all sane.<br>You dump all you want to, it's deeply ok.<br>I didn't have enough time to talk to everyone in Vegas - guess we'll have to do a full week of this next time. Heh.</p>batgrlTue, 27 Aug 2002 05:21:14 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936053<p>I'm with Skits: deep breath... Let it out... Repeat.</p><p>Work...</p><p>Blog...</p><p>Let it out...</p>danMon, 26 Aug 2002 08:51:14 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936052<p>That's what's blogs are for. Dumping things so they don't stay in your head. Just breathe. Breathe. And breathe again.</p>skitsMon, 26 Aug 2002 08:25:10 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936051<p>Hey KD, sometimes you have to just say fuck it. Drop some emails saying the MT installs will be delayed a bit. Let the cable get disconnected for a while if you can't pay it. Let some shit slide. As long as you've got a job, transportation, and a place to live, you should be OK. Everything else is secondary.</p>XkotMon, 26 Aug 2002 07:20:49 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936050<p>Your needs? What about my needs? I need a hug. I didn't get enough time with you in Vegas. Let's go back, ok? I gossiped about you on my site.</p><p>Love you. xoxoxox</p>Chicken LittleMon, 26 Aug 2002 04:19:52 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936049<p>Great comment mikey! :-)</p><p>kd. Sometimes this is how life is, and babes, guess what? You just have to do what you have to do. Take a deep breath, exhale and just go for it. I'm sure that you are capable. All the best.</p>Dr. D.Mon, 26 Aug 2002 04:16:33 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936048<p>"i should no way have taken time off and spent money going to vegas of all places what was i thinking the cable bill, car and insurance all have to be paid *today* or else" Don't you freakin' hate it when you do that? I do that all the time, and it bugs the crap out of me! You would think I would learn, but do I? Nooooooo...</p><p>Screw it, I'm giving you a hug anyways. Because I need one. Now just shut up and gimme a hug!</p>ChristineMon, 26 Aug 2002 04:09:34 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936047<p>"i feel very overvalued and underqualified." Been there. My solution has been to say "hey, they think I can do this, and they're bright people ordinarily, so I must be able to do it." That's usually good for a five minute respite from panic. ;)</p>LinkmeisterMon, 26 Aug 2002 02:27:50 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936046<p>oh kd. i have no advice, only empathy, as one who often feels the same way. honestly, you were and are the belle of the ball.</p><p>me? i do best with a hot long shower in this case. i feel better afterwards, and if there is the inevitable hiccupy sobbing fit i at least have a way to deal with all the snot.</p>SuzieSun, 25 Aug 2002 22:55:33 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936045<p>=)</p>katSun, 25 Aug 2002 21:29:42 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936044<p>no tequila at work. tequila bad.</p><p>i'm a little better so far. the breathing stuff just made me want to cry more (possibly thinking about people telling me to breathe in a helpful manner).</p><p>then i found out further stressful things related to having ones teenage daughter on ones cell plan and having said teenage daughter constantly pining for her boyfriend in france and ....</p><p>yes. i'm breathing. i'm going to keep working on that.</p>kdSun, 25 Aug 2002 21:26:53 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936043<p>Just forge ahead. You let it out, we're listening, now carry on.<br>(and breathe deeeeep!)</p><p>and we're always here if you need to spew again.<br>xoxo</p>KittySun, 25 Aug 2002 21:26:45 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936042<p>Pour a tequila. Count to 10. Drink tequila.</p><p>All better now?</p>C.C.Sun, 25 Aug 2002 21:20:42 -0000http://dotlizard.com/posts/2002/08/to-the-dump-to-the-dump-to-the-dump-dump-dump/#comment-14936041<p>innnnnnn....<br>ouuuutttt....<br>innnnnn....<br>ouuuuutttt....</p><p>wait, are we still talking about breathing here?</p>mikeySun, 25 Aug 2002 21:08:10 -0000